Daily Gratitude Year 13 - Day 95: Today, I am grateful we can answer, "Who do you live for?"
This scripture struck me in a different way than it has before. This question came to mind, "Who do I live for?"
"Either way, Christ’s love controls us. Since we believe that Christ died for all, we also believe that we have all died to our old life. He died for everyone so that those who receive his new life will no longer live for themselves. Instead, they will live for Christ, who died and was raised for them." 2 Corinthians 5:14-15
For many years I did not regularly wear a cross as jewelry. I know some might think that is strange. I know many who wear it every day as a statement of what they believe and who they believe in.
For me, I was fearful of bringing shame to the cross he carried and died on for my sins. I did not want my sin and imperfections to bring him shame when people saw a cross around my neck. I did not want to be the one who failed to be a good example of His love, mercy and grace in a moment of a quick tongue or short patience. I did not want to be a failed testimony.
Then I had a friend who wisely said, "Valerie, that cross is your price tag." Wow! It was such a fresh and different way of looking at it. I wear it often now. I worry less about bringing shame to the one who purchased my sin debt and focus on the gift that came in the ugliest and most brutal sacrifice of the One who did not deserve it.
We proudly wear the names of our sports teams, designer labels, and favorite musicians. Our t-shirts bear the names of our favorite games and beverages. We show who we live for by how we spend our time.
If we attend a worship service every Sunday that is 52 hours a year. We give our jobs 40 or more hours a week. Add in Sunday School and it is only doubled. Going to church is not evidence of who we live for, but it is a sign.
What we wear on our clothes is a sign. Do we "enter in His gates with thanksgiving in our hearts? Do we enter his courts with praise?" Do we wear a cross as a lucky charm or as a reminder of the price he paid?
I am still very serious about not misrepresenting His choice that gave us a pardon and a way, but I wear the cross anyway, with understanding and humility. I did not deserve his gift, but somehow... He thought I was worth it. He thinks you are worth it, too.
He lived in uncomfortable human skin and endured the cross for you.
Today, I am grateful we can answer, "Who do you live for?"