Daily Gratitude Year 13 - Day 202: Today, I am grateful Jesus wept.
"He cried. He knew Lazarus was dead before he got the news. But still, he cried. He knew Lazarus would be alive again in moments. But still, he cried. He knew death here is not forever. He knew eternity and the kingdom better than anyone else could, yet he wept because this world is full of pain and regret...and loss... and depression... and devastation. He wept because knowing the end of the story doesn't mean you can't cry at the sad parts." -unknown
Wow! What a way to sum up the truth behind the tears and the true human experience of being Emmanuel, God with us... in the human experience.
"Jesus wept." -John 11:35
It is a short verse with big truths. For those who struggle to memorize scripture, many start here.
We recently looked at another short, but powerful and complimentary verse (and a favorite of mine).
Romans 12:15: "Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep."
Again, it points to the power of shared tears. In the moment, when it hurts the worst.
After Jesus ate his last meal before his crucifixion, he anguished in prayer in the garden, as his friends took a nap. He begged the Father if there was another way, but the answer was "no." He was in anguish. His sweat was like blood droplets. Can we imagine the weight of it all?
Judas had betrayed him and would commit suicide. Peter would deny him not once, but three times before dawn. The others would hide. Jesus knew heartbreak. Jesus knew pain and sorrow. He did not want the cross, but in obedience and love, he chose the La Via Dolorosa (the way of suffering).
God sent an angel to strengthen him. The Father did not ignore his request. He sent an angel. Human friends did not really show up.
"saying, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done.” And there appeared to him an angel from heaven, strengthening him. And being in agony he prayed more earnestly; and his sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground." -Luke 22:43-44
He still weeps with us. He is still for us, not against us. We still betray and choose our own way. Ray Boltz once asked in a song lyric, "Does he still feel the nails, every time I fail?" Is the hammer in my hand with each denial and act of willful disobedience?
His love and grace is so deep and wide. I am so weak at times. I am grateful he sent the Holy Spirit to reside in us. The Spirit whispers help, hope, and encouragement.
Today, I am grateful Jesus weeps, for us and with us.

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